It's funny how much things can change in a year....

Summer is good, I'm going to NC this week to release turtles and see my loves. Should be FANTASTIC! Boys are still stupid, but I'm thinking I just might take control(?) maybe.

I was excited that some of my friends were leaving and then coming back, that way we would get a break from each other, but that didn't seem to work very well. I am still highly annoyed.

Oh well, this week should be a huge resolution in being away and whatnot (since I haven't left since....xmas?) and before that i spent the summer in NC

Oh man

Stitch free!

boys are stupid

that is all

OH also, HOLY SHIT I graduate on Sunday...what now?

but i'll ask anyway...

Does my dysfunctional immune system cause my wounds to have more scar tissue (because it's partially produced from the immune system) than normal? Am I completely off base? Would my lump of scar tissue in my foot be larger than normal people's?

Yea, it's deep!


by this time in 1 week, i will have graduated from college :)

SCARY!

So i've never gotten stitches, before yesterday. Long story short, an shell sliced into my foot pretty badly, and now i have 6 stitches, 2 of which i felt (ow). Also, it's on the bottom of my foot, so I can't walk.....which is obnoxious

ugh, my walking restriction is of my own doing, it really hurts to walk, so i'm crutching, but it REALLY hurts to walk. My foot needs to get over the painful stage and heal....

anyone? how long does it take these shindigs to heal? It's actually pretty deep of a cut, they pulled a piece of shell out of my foot that was like a half-inch square. badass!

what am i going to do in a month when all of my friends go different ways? What happens when we're not together anymore? I'm going to be bored out of my mind at home.


Shit

65 Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked...you know the rules. tag people in this note (including the person who tagged you!) to learn more about people. Also, try to tag people who you've tagged in other notes, sometimes you learn things in new notes that you didn't know before about them.......

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
my body...or if something is especially dirty

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
soon to be black, right now dark blue

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I've been asking myself the same question....i have yet to answer it

4. Do you plan outfits?
maybe? sometimes

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
good, relaxed yet looming stress

6. Whats the closest thing to you that's red?
the chair my feet are on

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
I was on a cruise with my friends and an asshole i was involved with was there, and he continuously trying to get with me, despite his gf and their family being there....

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
not yet...i met a lot of people in the wee hours of the morning last night if that counts

9. What are you craving right now?
the beach, just laying there

10. Do you floss?
every other night or so

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
ew...?

12. Are you emotional?
depends...

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
probably not, i've gotten to over 700 before though

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
depends on how fast it's melting...eating ice cream is an art

15. Do you like your hair?
yes, right now it has hairspray, but that'll change soon

16. Do you like yourself?
most of the time

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
probably

18. What are you listening to right now?
Itunes- Moving Out Soundtrack, but it's on shuffle...uptown girl!

19. Are your parents strict?
depends on your definition of strict....not anymore though

20. Would you go sky diving?
um....not sure

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
no

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
i think so?

23. Do you rent movies often?
no, i have roommates, that replaces renting movies

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
i'm outside....the water :)

25. How many countries have you visited?
4?5? somewhere around there

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
yes

27. Ever been on a train?
yep

28. Brown or white eggs?
mmm...eggs

29.Do you have a cell-phone?
yep

30. Do you use chap stick?
burt's bees!

31. Do you own a gun?
no

32. Can you use chop sticks?
sometimes

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
that's a good question, a bunch of people most likely

34. Are you too forgiving?
depends on what they did...most things, yes, some things, no

35. Ever been in love?
nope

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
I don't know...i'm pretty sure they don't either....beth is on duty?

37. Ever have cream puffs?
yes...i don't see the big deal

38. Last time you cried?
that's a good question...ryan's office in march? I think...

39. What was the last question you asked?
Do you think stuff like this is actually useful?

40. Favorite time of the year?
sunny times of the year....or snowstorms

41. Do you have any tattoos?
not yet :)

42. Are you sarcastic?
when i want to be

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
yes, weird

44. Ever walked into a wall?
haha, yes, not lately though

45. Favorite color?
red/blue/silver

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
haha, yes, but not in a vicious way....eventually

47. Is your hair curly?
nope

48. What was the last CD you bought?
ackk....i don't know

49. Do looks matter?
depends on the situation

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
I would never date them, I could be their friend probably...a lot depends

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
that's a good question

52. Do you like your life right now?
yes, it's all going to change soon though

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
no way dude, that's what the time is for, or just turn the damn thing off

54. Can you handle the truth?
yes, i strongly prefer the truth

55. Do you have good vision?
which eye? haha, not really

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
Hate - 1 Dislike...yes a bunch

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
whenever i need to...depends on the day

58. The last person you held hands with?
jason? i think...we were freaking people out

59. What are you wearing?
Relay for Life shirt, jean shorts....yahhh for good weather

60.What is your favorite animal?
sea turtle or dog

61. Where was your default picture taken at?
my apartment, when it wasn't my apartment..haha

62. Can you hula hoop?
i haven't tried in a really long time

63. Do you have a job?
define 'job'

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
food @ publix, mostly cupcake stuff

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
a bunch of times, actually

So my friend Kristen got married in the panhandle of Florida this weekend. Sara, Lia, Amber Beth & I drove up to go. It was fun. I'm really glad I went. More people need to married, weddings are fun.

Also I need a job. Any takers?


And, everyone should marry southern boys, they're awesome.

So I'm not really up to it to have my mind play games on me and make me dream about my ex, who I haven't seen in weeks. Odd party is that I saw him later on in the day. Irony is not my friend, i hate you, damn irony.

In other news, spring break was awesome, and i didn't do any work. which is now biting me in the ass.

Also, i need a job...preferably with animals....quick, make an offer!

Weekend trip to Panama City! or close to for KRISTEN'S WEDDING!!! So excited!!

Epic love...

it's all too much to live up to.

well, I had an eventful trip home. I somehow can't read, and thought my flight left at 1230. Got to the airport at 11:15 or so and had to stand inline until 12 to check in. Turns out my flight left at 12:15, needless to say, I didn't make it. They only booked me on the flight from TPA to BWI, and not the one from BWI to BDL, so I got f-ed off the flight from BWI to BDL, and had to stay overnight in Baltimore. This honestly wasn't that bad, I had a good hotel room, big bathroom, king size bed, flat screen tv, etc. But I was up a 615 this morning to hop the 830 flight to Bradley. My luggage got here before I did. Thrilling. I hate southwest, they consistently have 1 person working for every 15 that need help, and half of their workers are constantly on the phone, but not talking (weird, i know) and they're generally non helpful to people. I dislike them.
Anyway, I'm home now, and no one is home and I haven't been home since last Christmas....yahhh.....
Let's see how many people I can see! Or how lazy I can be :)

is it sad that caffeine makes life possible, makes me more awake, aware and productive?

also, i bought west side story on dvd at walmart for $5.....and now i'm watching it. I LOVE IT.

Also, I think for christmas, I want to go to NYC with my mommy and go see a show on broadway, preferably RENT, but whatever :)

I like that present :)

i was boating until like 3 am yesterday, so i didn't wake up until 2 today. ha

i'm not sure how much i really like thanksgiving break, it's required a lot of work of me thus far, and it's not stopping anytime soon, gr

I'm settling in, I'm still not completely happy with everything in my life, but I'm settling in. I like my roommates, my room, stuff. There is still a lot that needs to get done, however, things are moving along.

Also, I want a PUPPY.

So shark week sucks this year. I have yet to see a shark show on Discovery (granted i've watched morning and afternoon not primetime, but still, it's shark WEEK, not shark nights).
On the up side my family is in Topsail visiting me :)
Back to school Sunday!!

so last night, i put my hair into a ponytail while sleeping....

girl's gotta have talents

haha

so lately I've been meeting/hanging out with/living with people that need to 'get up a little earlier and wake up before starting the day' and it's having this HORRIBLE rubbing off quality. And not like in a I need to get up earlier to start my day way, but in this horrendous waking up earlier and earlier and hearing people wake up earlier way.
I can get up and be ready to go in 5 minutes, usually less. Over the summer, I eat breakfast, so make that 15, but dear lord, must you wake up at 7 to be to work (which is a 3 min walk) at 8? Seriously people, you're cutting into my sleeping time, which is very important to me!!

I have once again returned to the great state of NC for another summer of turtle-ing it up. This time I'm the lead intern (scary) and everyone is starting a week later than last year. Thus I am at the house by myself for a week. Fun eh?
I've already been fed 2 or 3 times and when i got back from the beach today there was a bunch of food on my table. Thrilling!
I'm juggling between rooms because of people being in and out this week, now i think i can finally move into my bed!

I have to clean out the fridge and go to CVS and go grocery shopping...crap...

send me mail!
My Name
Sea Turtle Hospital Intern
PO Box 3034
Topsail Beach, NC 28445

I have a lot to get done, but since at work (where i am now) i have mostly neglected work, I have a lot of my ochem lab stuff done.  So just the conclusions, spanish homeworks, lab procedure etc for this coming week (aka tomorrow) and i NEED to write the outline of my paper by saturday night.  I can then renegade read 4 chapters of chapmans and take a test.  Then i can study for my ochem test tuesday and write my paper for thursday (oh god) and once thursday is over I just have to study for all 3 finals and pack and whatnot.  Depending on EC-SAR I will also have a oral and a check ride.  Thrilling eh?

Tomorrow night the plan is to finish up the coxwain binder so that all i have left is a test.  God I hate tests.  If I don't take my test this weekend, I'll take it next weekend, I can't let this year go by without taking all the coxwain tests, that might kill me.

Saw my cousin Mark last night for 4 or 5 hours, that was nice, but made me miss my whole family...sad day.  We should hang out more.

>3 weeks until TOPSAIL!!  and DESIRE'!!!

crap i have to pack all my stuff!!

so things have been hectic lately....
but mommy comes on tuesday!!!  I just have to make sure I can get off of work on wednesday afternoon.  :)  And than we have ALL day saturday to hang out, i'm SO freaking excited
and THEN my cousin mark is coming to st pete/clearwater for oh like a day, but he's gonna have some free time at night, so i'm either gonna go see him, or he's gonna come see me.  AH!!  I haven't seen him in FOREVER, it's so exciting

anywho, now that there's a whole bunch boy stuff that may or may not be getting rolling soon (Hurrah the semester is almost over and i'm leaving for the summer, what GREAT timing, whatever)    BLAH

i don't know what else to say, i'm gonna go

things are good but hectic

i'm going to NC again this summer heaven!!

i hope too much, did I ever tell you that?

i want to be on the island....almost less than 1 month

tomorrow's gonna SUCK
and not just because i have 2 different organic chem tests

yep, get who gets a treat tomorrow afternoon!!